I used to be a person who lives in a nice place with millions of people around me and some lovely people that support and encourage me in this life. I do a lot of things for them and for me..especially for all the people that I love, but now I don't know...I'm kinda lost and feel like walking on the endless road where there's nobody but me.
At the first I thought that I feel this feeling it's because of the person that I love is far away from me, I miss her a lot and I kinda lost without her. But as the time goes by I understand the truth that I just miss her because our relationship is going little bit farther physically lately and even if I see her now...I think that the emptiness in my heart is only filled a little cause there's a space in my heart that still empty, in fact it was a huge one. So, I have a huge hole in my heart...
After I think and pray for several times in this time of trouble, I find an answer that THE RIGHT PERSON that can fill and heal my heart is JESUS CHRIST. Once I ever prayed to Him to make me feel lost and can't do anything if I got too far away from Him, and I think this is the time...I already got too far away from Him. -_-"
I was blinded by the love that I have for her and used it as a cover to do things that I'm not supposed to do to her if I really love her. But now as I see the truth and can see things clearly I really regret what I've done to her. Then I pray to Him, asking for His forgiveness, His compassion, and His love for me to lead me back in His way. I got distracted too far in my own things, I only spend a little time for Him and lately I've done a lot of things that made Him sad.
LET JESUS CHRIST BE THE KING IN YOUR HEART AND LET HIM BE THE ONE AND ONLY RULER IN YOUR LIFE...!!! YOU WON'T REGRET IT...CAUSE HE WILL NEVER LEAVES YOU NO MATTER WHAT. :'D
I TELL YOU THIS SO THAT YOU GOT THE SAME HAPPINESS AND JOY THAT I GOT FROM HIM...
And If you're reading this blog, it's not a coincidence..It's God's will. ^^
Have a blessed life and keep impacting others...Jesus loves you.
